ahhh... havent blogged for almost a week. mid-yrs lar. anyway. the english paper sucked. so did the chinese paper. it sucked too. i can kiss my good results good bye. and get ready to drop english band and i will appeal to go band 3 or 4 never to 2. never never ever. message in a bottle by nicholas sparks ROX! but i dislike the ending soooooooooooooooooooo much! sad ending lar. the guy died lor! sux. i hate this kinda ending. make me cry like siao. purposely. if it was a happy ending i would love the book even more. ah well. wad an ending. anyways. go read =) next paper...maths n social studies. haiz. boring lar. must study some more. but i think i this yr very slack. chinese also never memorise. only write down meaning no wonder my tian xie han zi and zao ju got so much marks lost ok. i deserve it.. actually i don mind dropping chinese band too. yang lao shi too slack. k lar. gonna sleep now. tired lar. tonight den start with social studies... i hope. haha. nitess. ni gei wo de liu yan fan fu ting le ji bian duan duan ji ju xiang kan jian ni de lian mei le ni wo zhi neng huo zai hui yi li mian ce chu ta yong gan yi dian jue ding ai ni zhi qian dui ai qing miao tan xie ni wei xiao zhe shuo you wo ni hui kuai le shou hou wo de dian hua bian cheng ni de ji tuo na yi nian de dong tian bei ni gan dong [shou ji liu yan]
ahh. just came back frm macs 'mugging' wif lizz.tzi wei.slingg.slingg's sister.kong.levth.moses. =) fun fun! after that saw austin n jm too.. haha.. laughed loads. had fun singing too!! hahahaha. love all of u guys man. my mugging group =) *muacks! these few days keep going home at 11pm+ tired. sure got panda rings one. ate lots of junk today. okay. kinda lame anyways... i think im more towards the nocturnal side. which is bad bcos the morning n afternoons are longer than nights. which gives me lesser time to study.
havent blogged for a long time. cos my dad locked the comp. he changed the password. so yeah.. wont be coming online often anymore to blog.haha. plus mid yrs are coming. haiz. im like so slack lor. go out also like nvr study much. die... anyways. lots of stuff happened this week. but i cant rmbr. actually im too lazy to rmbr. haha. its probably in my organiser. i guess my life's becoming better. but not on the studies side lar. thats still quite chaotic. =)
first day of a new week. which means another week closer to mid yrs and o's and chinese o's and oral shucks. wad a reminder. after school had peer tutoring. horrible lar. i was feeling so sick. den cui min n dora say i got fever. but i told myself i cant be sick if i pon one day of sch only, i miss so much stuff man. cannot miss school, not even and hour of school. although i shall always dream of doing that. but yeah. went home after that, den headed to jericho. adriel taught poa. at least i learnt smth there. left at 7+ went to macs to study with mark, slingg, kong damn funny lar. mark's expressions are damn funny. den when we reached my house downstairs about 10+ we saw this kitten....wah....damn cute! it kept following us lar. den brush against our leg. it nibbled my toe and licked it. too bad cannot bring home. my mum willl blah blah... its soooo cute. haha. cant stand it. =) i was afraid it'd bite my toe too hard lar. so i was trying to keep a slight distance frm it. anyways i had a great time. i must tell myself TO START MUGGING
went to church as usual...den after that went to meet kong n tzi wei to study. slingg suppose to come. but in the end didnt come, dunno why. lizz came for awhile den left... we met becca oh, seng tat, hendry, pei xian, warren there at macs too my cousin was there! den she treat me to ice cream. haha so happy =) i found Coco Pops in church den i took it to macs to eat. kong bought milk den i poured the cereal in. so nice. haha. thanks for da milk! i did maths maths and more maths. sec3 work. die lar. all forgot already. den so any question dunno how to do. studied til 6 den zhao-ed. i had fun studying lar. although it was tiring. went home, changed, den headed for my grandma's house. watch NKF show. so boring. keep repeating e same thing over n over again. the best part was Mark Lee n Gurmit Singh acting. the rest so-so. hahaha. that part i laugh like mad. damn funny. haha came home late. about 10.40.... slacked. and that Mark. came up with a lame nickname. wad a r-e-t-a-r-d-e-d
ive decided not to go for soccer anymore, so that can use that time to study.
unless i really cannot take it lar. haha. (like real...use the time to study)
mus act hardworking a bit.
that familiar touch*
today was fun too! went to big mac to studysling. shiaw ting. tzi wei. lizz and meeeemet becca oh, seng tat n pei xian there too.kong n levth came after that.den they went gym. i was kinda moody and tired so only did like 5 questions.. in like 4 hours...den i went to church..at 3.50. wah... make me irritated only. cos i went there early and wait for my fren til 4.35. okay. lesson learnt. never be 45mins late. late 15 mins is fine. haha. ok jokingshall try not to be late anymore.haha.den i went back to big macs about 7+saw moses n levin going home when i walking backden went to eat dinner with sling tzi wei n lizz. went back studying at 8.30.wah. den i started to do my maths. i mean really do lor.completed the paper in like few mins. like trying to make up for the time i lost in the afternoon.i had lots of fun manz.THANKS SLINGG, LIZZ, TZI WEI, SHIAW TING!! =)anyway. i went back with lizz after that. den..haha.had a great walk home.was damn tired lar.could practically drop dead and sleep i tell you.but it was really nice.came home abt 12.05am. haha. not long ago. i havent done this presentation im suppose to do in church tmr. dont feel like doing. sianz...i need to mug slingg..motivate me more leh...
and levin has lots of lame pranks. but he doesnt succeed in it. haha
happy =)never regret ah?haha.
today. haha. fun! i love fridays. anyway. juniors at their lower sec netball interhouse. i umpired some of da games. cos karen went to see a sinseh for her leg. umpiring is fun! haha. but it would be my last time anyway. den went to play bball after that me.sling.shiaw ting.phyllis.tzi wei. one team. against moses.levth.sung hun. benja lost lar of cos.haha. but it was damn fun. should do it every friday manz. de stress. haha den me.lizz.moses.levth.went to meet kong and 2 other guys. kinda sian lar. i stole kong's clam chowder. sorry ah. hee. walked home after that. didnt want the memories coming back. heartbreaking lar. now bored. no one home. hais. got test on all sec3 work coming up. lots of maths test ah. sian. still no motivation
HAPPY 16th BDAY KAH KIAT!hope ya like e presenttoday had assembly...hahah.. some dance thingy.damn funny.but their dance really very hard. it was great workafter school rushed home to get a PE shirt for lyn. hee. den we lazy, so take taxi back to sch. anyway also going to be late.had netball interhouse =)
SAGI WON!so happy! =)and i actually still thought it wasnt the last match. den they say sagi win. den i was kind of blur..anyways. still happy!bloody bohan. he better watch out. pervertic guy. he needs to brush his teeth and rinse his mouth more often.i whack him ah...den after the match... went to celebrate lkk's bday for him. ate yoshinoya..me n lizz. lyn karen, everyone went back. wanted to go for tuition actually. den the rest were gonna leave already. luckily i havent left the house. otherwise it'd be a wasted trip. so i ended at home. slacking....as wad im doing now. im tired already. don feel like doing work...mid yrs are around the corner.but my self motivation is far away.
ah ha. today was a sleepy day. day passed slightly slower than b4. had like 3 free periods. haha.slacked alot. talked alot.went home after school with lizz today.den we went orchard together to get lkk's present.had loads of fun.hahaha. took lots of pics with our handphones. damn lame lar.went home about 6+.... ate dinner and slackedstudying a bit of chinese... cos tmr got test.good lar. at least its making me study a bit. i think i kinda like tests now. it makes me study.it forces me to, at least.really damn lazy these few days.wad a bad habitcant seem to kick it offthis would mean the piling of stress.so horribleanother thing im piling is work.lots of workmaths papers..CME project- how lamehistory...dunno wads going wrong with my humanities. cant seem to answer any question anymore.no critical mind to think.anyways...gonna have a tiring day tmr.fun lar but tiring.tatas.*its the hardest thing i'll ever have to doto look into your eyes, and tell you i dont love youits the hardest thing i'll ever have to tryto show no emotion when you start to crycant let you see what you mean to mewhen my hands are tight and my hearts not freewe're not meant to beits the hardest thing i'll ever have to doto turn around and walk away pretending i dont love you....*sang to me by fardhan n renn.
i love it. just cause
the lyrics are terribly meaningful
cont'd....
went for tuition at 5+ . left about 7+did maths homework only. didnt know he was teaching chem inside. anyway he's gonna teach it to me n mark again. lucky ah...den met tzi wei at 7.40pm at novena...she wanted to go buy lkk's present. so i accompanied her. den after buying his stuff, we went window shopping! haha. went to try clothes. den we saw this 'arcade' thingy they had this Hockey Stadium game. not really hockey lar. its those use ur hand one...den like a puck...on a table. we play like siao man. like no childhood. damn fun!!! laugh alot alot alot. really great game for destressing i tell you. it rox. hahahaha. played 2 games. =) THANKS TZI WEI! my little mei..hahaden we went home after that. cos quite late already. den we walk and take pictures. so lame lar. hahaha. now got so many of our pics in my handphone.hahawad an enjoyable day! =)
haha. came online awhile. lyn's at my house now. sleeeeeeping... first time i come home so early. but i think not bad leh. get to sleep. haha. maybe i shd try going home after school straight away one day =p tatas
first day of the week... monday blues. it rained today...about 3+ today was boring lar. luckily got Fardhan's jokes to crack me up. he really damn funny. haha. den after school had peer tutoring.. i got irritated at the end of it. cos i didnt know how to do chemistry. die lar. must study about the organic chem thing. i have no idea wad it is about. after that went 2 play a bit of netball.supposed to be "training" lar. ended up slacking n playing. den stayed back til 6+ cos had to look after that handphones n wallets. sagi vs capri today. interhouse soccer. 3-3..surprising score. haha. anyway i would have gone home if not for those stuff i was entrusted to. but at least i completed my chinese there. haha, one less homework to do. =) stressed man. i need to study. it is gone. isnt it?
sat: morning went to study with tzi wei til 4. erm..didnt exactly study lar. kinda talked alot. noor was there too. den met alot of ppl. my cousin. kong,levth,moses,sung hun, slingg, sulinah... ya. so coincidental. after that went to church for jamming prac. fun lar. went home after that. boring day lar. today: went to church...den after that tuition. was damn sleepy lor! my eyeslids were practically drooping. den frm there mark send me off. went to check out the soccer today. wah.. damn lot of ppl went. regreted not going manz... haiz. wasted. nevermind. i next week sure go. den went to my grandma's house. sian lar. boring. got alot of things to do now. but don feel like doing. just wanna slack.
today. sooo boring lar. got quite a few homework. all havent complete. i think im slacking too muchi dont even feel like doing anythingwas late today. cos waited for dora.den got booked.but in the end i think no need to go for DC lar.they don even care. then ADM ask me sign out. cos i told him i today cannot do DC.weird ran 2.4 also. tmr sure muscle ache one. crap. i realised i always start an entry with 'today..' hahas. anyways. went to orchard with phyllis instead...haha. last minute decision. that was about 4+. den came home about 8+ .. had a great great time manz.... talk alot =) rite lizz? haha my little daughter. besides geraldine lar. shall go for tuition n church prac tmr. haiz. another wasted saturday. im stressed lar! not bcos im studying too much but bcos im not studying thats why im stressed. mus study study study study... chinese....
today...wanted to watch miss congeniality 2. but did not. sad....tried doing my poa homework instead. finished one question. but lazy to do the next.was with lyn all e way. cos karenn went with tong to make his specs..den we went to canteen to eat. den went to big mac to try and study.but slacked all e way. only lyn was studying.den went to j8. saw lots of ppl.den i went home. how boring. but must thank lyn for brightening it up. if not it would be as boring as a fish trapped in a teeny weeny plastic bag with water. oh... and she taught me a song! nice! =)THANKS!chinese o's is coming nearer. how?? my oral is finished.
today:days have been passing quickly. before you know it, the bell rings for school to be dismissed. it is that fast. had netball interhouse today. but match postponed. in fact everything has been postponed. irritating. i usually love rains. but now i dislike it. just bcos of that. *hmm. its better i suppose tuesday: had sports day. sch ended at 11am. went to macs with lyn and vivien...slept and ate there. den ran...tiring. after sports day.....went home with mum. cos she came. haha. surprising manz. didnt expect her to. went for tution at night. but slacked all the way. i mean really really slacked. i didnt do anything. shouldnt have went. i was too tired. i have to get off the slacking mode.
today. as usual. now i have the habit of going to school late. like 720, 725. fun lar. haha get to sit on the slope....better lor. not squeezy and can go up to class earlier at your own pace. why not take that advantage? the weather today was damn cold. was hugging a shirt all the way. had peer tutoring, den went for netball. everything was a drag. had a bit of fun during netball. but that fun was short-lived now. slacking away....lazy to do homework. maybe later lar. hahha midyr coming. stress. i know im suppose to start work. brain's thinking but hand not moving. jus watch the 'tong hua' MV. damn sad laarrr!! but i nvr cry...my sisters there wad. haiz. the song jus brings back......... wo yao bian cheng tong hua li ni ai de na ge tian shi zhang kai shuang shou bian cheng chi pang shou hu ni ni yao xiang xing xiang xing wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li xing fu he kuai le shi jie ju the memories`
and there lay a million pieces of glass shattered unwillingly among the hundreds of hearts it can never be mended scattered all over without a feeling without a doubt without hope
went for church prac in e morning.
ate lunch wif dem.
came home.
slaacked
going to grandma's house later.
basketball? badminton? i dunnno.
just wanna destress.
everything, is weird. just weird
April Fool's Day. i lost this star keychain thing kymm n phyllis bought for me. wad a way to start the day. was really sad. cos its really very nice and meant alot to me. haiz.. den after that the English tchers switch bands to play a prank on us quite lame lar. cos Mdm Azizah cannot act very well. haha den vivien n cheryl played a joke on me too. put glue on the paper den ask me pass to Dora. damn purposely got glue on my hand after that..haha. but fun lar netball training was after school damn slack lor. boring also went to play with the basketball girls instead after that back to netball full court walked out wif Ly, alfred, karenn, cui min. den i didnt wan to go home, so went to eat dinner with yen hui,daphne, phyllis, cuimin realised cui min was gonna meet huiling to play bball. so i decided to join. so fun! damn nice lar. i can de-stress also. =) mus play more! went home late lar. by the time i reached home was 10.45pm. cos that cuimin lar. direction-less. hahhaha. so funny. but we met Lucas and Luthfi on the way back. meeting lucas was damn funny lar. lolss.. now im damn tired. tmr shall study. i hope? haha. still slacking away..
