yea,
we're losers.
and the rain's not helping us 3.



training wasnt tiring today.
but when i reached home,
all my bones just sagged.
sann came today! (:
-dinner another day okay?
cos i have chem test tmr.
zz

so, tonight's a mugging night(i hope).
and my parents just left home for my grandma's to eat Yu Sheng.
they left us kiddos home alone.
oh well,
time for chem.
and if i pass this test,
i'll frame it up (:



!@#$$#%%^!@$#%!@#$^&*(^()$^%&^@#$!

a man of late 20s scared the shit out of me today.

i was taking the train home from woodlands at 10+pm
and he started talking to me.
obviously i ignored him and continued to read my Times magazine.
he kept smiling, looking and calling me "sister" in chinese.
practically the whole train was looking towards our direction,
!#@$
luckily he got off at amk and said goodbye three zillion times.




i never want to go home alone like this again.



here's a joke:

A guy wakes up one morning with a hangover.
"Honey, I know I made a fool out of myself at the party last night, so tell me what I did.''
'You got into an argument with your boss.'
''Well, piss on him!!!' said the man.
'You did. He fired you.'
''Well, screw him!!''
'I did,' said his wife. 'You're back to work on Monday.'



from lynn(:





ive got the flu bug
!@#$
i feel like sleeping,
cant do chem.



its a rainyyy day (:
super, super wonderful for sleeping
and thats what i did.
accompanied dawn to eat her bubbling noodles
after which i went home to hit the bed.
its 9.20pm and i just woke up.

CHEM TEST TMR.
zzzzz
im dead la.
oh wells, im just gonna do the best i can
i need lots and lots of help.
:(


i just realised im blogging everyday.
i should minimise that.

-
trust.



went to church(:
town-ed with my sister,
came home and napped all the way til evening
then headed over to my cousin's for dinner.
ate like crazy.

there are guests at my house,
im tired
zz



i was doing this all morning, all night.

-afternoon was gen's
--

shucks.
i wish i had scv to watch soccer.
gotta do some brainwashing to my dad.

i love my sister(:



to Charmaine of chijtp/ Risen Christ church:
you dont know me, neither do i know you,
so i dont see why you hate me.
if you like him, just tell it straight to his face.
because when your other friends were close to him,
you hated them too.
please stop being childish and grow up yea.



its friday, and time to get high.

heard a rather disturbing story today.
shant elaborate.

in any case,
training was GOOD.
i cant express how much love i have for netball.
haha

im swimming tmr!

i still love you you bummer

i shall go to east coast to cycle tmr
any takers?
(:



i love you BUTT.
you know i do.
we're in this together
--



wheets!
i managed to finish chem and maths.
but im still not done with history and lit hw
and boy, its starting to pile.
worst still, its all getting overdued
zzz.

bonding with my sis and cousin
is just heavenly(:

temptation to skip school tmr to go swimming is so strong,
im gonna need 100 alarm clocks to wake me,
and drag my lazy self outta bed.

one more thing.
I STILL HAVENT WATCHED MY MOVIE.
ugh.



oola.
came home straight aft school.
because im going out with my cousin and sister
to STUDY.
okay, im just gonna clear some work.

school was a drag.
non stop breaks.
zzz.
the movie during history was so action packed,
it kept me wide awake for the whole hour.
just that hour.

BER.
lets go swimming(:








im fine and im happy
:D



thrashing session today at trg.
woohoo, lovely.
shucks, i love my netballs.



it wont come back to me.
so last wed night was just my imagination




the night was great.
headed to town at 8+
was at IndoChine.
the live music there is so wonderful
just the two of us yakking our lives away.
drowning our sorrows.
we need more of these retail therapies
aite gen?

shall post the pics another day.

:(

when you love someone
and you love them with your heart,
it never disappears when you're apart.

and when you love someone
and you've done all you can do,
you set them free.

and if that love was true...
when you love someone,
it will all come back to you



i wish i could turn back time
and tell you
how much i love you



2nd Day.


as usual.
the wonderful sumptuous meal at the restaurant in the morn
with the lovely cousins
and then heading to more places for visits.
came back home around 7+ pm
then had vistors over at 9+pm
tiring again
but lots of ang pows to collect.
lols.
tmr is yet another day.

sweet dreams.



1st Day


dead tired, and you can multiply that by a zillion times.
me and my sisters were like Dead Man Walking.
the second day isnt going to get any better.
eat, sleep, eat, sleep.
even fell asleep at my grandma's house.
just got home and its 12.15am
too many relatives too little time
and i got the flu bug.
zzzzzzzz


gotta wake at 8+am tmr
more vistations.
sleeping time



and i will be over you,
partners? (:



happy chinese new year to all
(:


--
spring cleaned the whole day.
then had reunion dinner at 6.
came home super late
cos they were all gambling away at my grandma's house.
zz.
oh wells.
its the tradition. hah
cant wait to see my cousins tmr.

im beat.
goodnight



saw her ytd in the train
and damn, she's pretty(:
miss you viv!


----




from ber

and so it is
just like you said
it would be
life goes easy on me
most of the time

and so it is
the shorter story
no love no glory
no hero in her skies
i can't take my eyes off of you

and so it is
just like you said it should be
we'll both forget the
breeze most of the time

and so it is
the colder water
the blower's daughter
the pupil in denial
i can't take my eyes off of you

did I say that I loathe you?
did I say that I want to leave it all behind?
i can't take my mind off of you
'til I find somebody new



after cross country today
me dawn sarah went to bishan just to eat pepper lunch.
i accompanied sarah to bugis to do the application for NAFA
then we went to town and shopped almost everywhere.
the whole place were full of shoppers doing last min cny stuff.
zz
but we spend the moolas on foooood.
not such a good idea.
it poured in town like rats and mice too
flooded the area.
even more zz


just came back not long from reunion dinner.
fell asleep at my grandma's place.
too tired.
now, im gonna just go sleep again




it felt like a one night stand.
and that there was nothing to it
dont give me false hopes okay



i wanna watch a movieeee!
anybody?!
smth i havent done for trillions of yrs.
and im high(:







sometimes
i really dont know how you feel.
it felt like today
i was nothing.
zz

oh well
me n dawn were bored aft school
so we went to town.
our bags were so heavy that we were dragging our aching muscles around.
there werent much sale anyway.
came home about 7+

cross country tmr,
at east coast.
so far :(

my eyelids feel like they weigh a ton already.
i shall sleep at 11pm.





thank you for all the wonderful v day gifts and messages (:
i loveeeee all of you!
--

despite the small numbers
trg was as usual.
ajc vs yjc
2-0
zz.







dont be angry
the best gift was you.



happy valentines day


i cant sleep.
tossed and turned
like an egg on a hot frying pan.
ok, bad metaphor.


i shall tell myself
every second every minute
that today,
is a good day.
and will be a happy day.
ugh



i hate flu
its jamming my nose,
yucks.



had a night run last night with dad
liberating i must say.
but i cant keep his pace cos he's a retired long dist runner.
lol.
i love him (:


having a bad flu.
so came home straight aft school today.
which ended at 3pm.

tmr's V-day.
but no valentine for me,
bcos i have
TRAINING.
i'll spend the day with my netballs.
(:


im off to nap.
to cure my flowing nose.
zz



im proud of my sister.
to me, she did good(:



cvd today.
just when i was starting to get closer to the class,
they are all leaving yjc.
no one seems to be staying.


was gonna eat macs with sann nat gen they all.
but nat and i decided to go home after standing around for too long.
another time yea?
(:

im so tired.
went home with germaine and canice.
canice is super funny.

thought of his band when andrew and co. were performing.
think they would've done better. lol.
but it was good anyhow.





im starting to like home



SARAH!
you are not leaving me.
you are not leaving yjc.
please,
don't.
Don't.










im sorry
i love you
goodnight.



i love you
so shut up.





no one knew



And im starting to miss you all over again



went to whitley for a match with the seniors.
gonna miss nicole. zz

cuimin and i slacked at toapayoh for what seemed like ages.
i reached home at 11+
i miss whitley netball :(




what am i hoping for?
forget it forget it forget it.



didnt sleep in the end.
went for a night run.
now im exhausted.
im off to bed.
goodnight world,
goodnight to you



im happy dawn stays in bishan (:
oh well.
training today.
the cvd thing took up the court. zz
had to train at the basketball court.
yjc vs ijc in soccer.
we won 3-1
they're good.


school was draggy as usual.
zzzzzz

ah, im tired.
gonna sleep.
nights all


whitley netball match tmr.
4pm at toa payoh.
im skipping school at the end for it. hah.
(:







you get me high
--


ah, changed my blogskin.
because,
i love grey!
hahaha
im in love with grey


okay,
bumped into tan chee tong twice ytd
was with dawwwwnnnn
that is rare. havent seen him for ages
but thats not the point
point is,
i bumped into him twice on the same day.
hah.

been coming home extremely early these few days
another rare thing.
thats because....
i have nothing to do.haha
come back home to enjoy my dvds and food
so my daily itinery is, SCHOOL HOME EAT SLEEP
homework is somewhere in between......

im happy,
aren't i?



im closing the chapter
of me and you
a chapter not to be rewritten
but full of laughter and good times
im closing the chapter
of us



my life will be filled with netball from now on.
and just netball.



:(




tell me it didnt happen






i just want you,
do u understand?



i loveeee 127(:
mer fel zjun kel werent there though
filled our stomachs with sushi

judewong scored two goals today(:

thats the way.haha

---

All these precious moments,

With you by my side

Must be a gift from heaven,

Thats holding me all night.

I dont know how i found you,

I'm thankful that i have

That i have a love so true,

To hold to keep to share.

All my friends around me,

Say you'll be gone too soon

Baby, i'm gona make them see

We've found our way back home.

In my heart, I can no longer hold inside

All of the love i used to hide.

I'd always be with you until the very end.

In this world,There is no place I'd rather be

You are my life my soul, my world.

And through it all, i know you'll come to see

We'll always be,Till the end.

--

why why WHY







fly me to the moon
and let me play among the stars







im in love with grey.



we're together.
okay?

maybe i shd have just shut my mouth.


training makes me happppppyyyyyy (:



cambodia presentation today.
tears welled up but i held it back
bcos we were going to stand in front of 700
i miss the place.
really, its just everything there.
well done phy, dyl and the team
for the slideshow.

had a super super long break today.
then lessons from 2-5pm.
zzz
but i suppose the day was good.
hah.
im so glad dawn and i are in the same class (:




hugs hugs hugs (:

emmeline khoo(:

10 november
-i want scv cable to watch my soccer matches! (:


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