yearning was never an option.
im so over you.
that, was the last straw.
(:

Arsenal vs Liverpool tonight,
8:40pm!
MUST WATCH.
im gonna go somewhere to watch this(:
come on babes



sometimes,
it is less painful living in self-denial.



its not friday, but here goes


the cure

dressed up to the eyes
its a wonderful surprise
to see your shoes and your spirits rise
throwing out your frown
and just smiling at the sound
and as sleek as a shriek
spinning round and round
always take a big bite
its such a gorgeous sight
to see you eat in the middle of the night
you can never get enough
enough of this stuff
its friday
im in love
(:



fatigue sets in
goodnight



churched!
then went to queensway,
wanted to buy a shoebag,
but came back with 3 other things ,
and not a shoebag.
went to tpy to play pool
and my second toe cramped for the longest time ever.
so my sister got to play my turn.
cos i couldnt move.
kinda hilarious though.
i love my sister(:

training tmr.
time for bed.



i hope it rains!

it was a wonderful day(:
and the rain would make it perfect.


i want a dog,
but my dad thought i was kidding
zz



i always wake at 9am these weekend mornings.
my body just cant sleep til 12pm.

im off to watch teevee.
cant wait for later!
(:



oooo i love fridays!
school was great!
except for the terrible cramp.
but i wouldnt let it make my day go bad(:

training was over the top(:
played almost a full match
was held back by the rain aft that.
but that was okay.
9 of us went for dinner aft trg
it was fantabulous

i shall go study tmr
with a studying partner
heh

come on! its a friday night!
(:







todays a sleeeepy day.
wasnt in the best of moods.
but my dearestsss girls cheered me up(:

trg tmr!
wheeets(:

gorged and binged
food food food



i'll get down and over with it
and i'll be strong
oh yea
(:


im pretty much zonked now.
hah, nights



emmeline,
forget it and move on
(:



flakey pastries
moist sponges
gooey creams
and soft centres
i crave you
yet i love you
you are my weakness
you tempt me when i strive
to ignore you
to block you out
to hide from your magnetic pull


YUM!
hah.

the ambiguity of it all.


schools getting better.
i cant wait for training.
(:


hey,come on.
why feel inferior?
believe in yourself(:
and dont bother about it.
yup.


having a bad headache today.
so i'll watch my dvds and sleep early.
and early goodnight to all!
its nine eleven peeee amm.



just ended a church meeting with the adults.
good i must say.

school was terrible today
i didnt feel well.
had bad flu and i needed
SLEEP.
so i took advantage of chem spa(:
luckily it got better aft school.
its probably the lessons. haha.

aft school went kfc with gen dawn and jude.
coconuts and houseflies!
it was hilarious
left for j8.
checked some stuff out with jwyl
den went home at 7+.
woots!

hurray! its gonna rain!
smiley faces x infinity.

its 11pm.
fatigue is setting in.
GOODNIGHT loves.



i felt indebted to put this up cos she did. haha
taken during christmas.
i love you too sarah(:
--






school's fine.
i just have an excessive number of breaks

had netball training at kallang today.
received wonderful news about a coach(:
bad news is,
i overstrained my hamstring last friday.
today it got worse.
it hurts:(
ugh.
climbing stairs is rather a chore now.
i hate it.



i have a craving for watermelon



schoool's re opening.
and im determined to score for my chem tests this time.
and i'll TRY not to skip classes.
and do all my tutorials
difficult eh, but i'll try.
hah.

gonna split class with dawn :(
and gonna see a whole new lot of ppl tmr.

good luck to all j2s!
blocks tmr.

okay. i shall do history homework(:



you can do it.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELLE AND MARK


camp was a blast!
got seven blue blacks,
and seven mosquito bites though.
but still..(: (: (:


after we broke camp,
i went to catch a movie with some church mates.
300
(:
shit, its damn good.
a show not be be missed
albeit the nude scenes,
their determination definitely gets you going.
perserverence and loyalty you've never seen,
and the power of love.


im super tired.
and there's church tmr(:
im off to bed!
cheers.



watched dvds
then headed to training in school.
a coach came down today (:
rushed down to church aft tt to do camp stuff again.
just got back home.
and finally got to fill my stomach with foooooooood!
that felt like heaven.


im homeee aloneee now
zz.
ah well,
off to do more camp stuff.
last minute bits for the game clues.
hah.


im sooo tired.
i wish i could sleep,
thats when all your problems just whisks away
tgt with your dreams.
heh

/i got two terrible blue blacks today.
/i wan a netball shoeee


goodbye.



just got back frm kallang trg.
super fun today(:

i hope cuimin can get in to yjc.
*cross fingers*

im like having some breakout laaaaa.
stressed for camp.
ugh
i pray it'll go smoothly.
i shall trust in God
and believe He will guide.
(:


im going craaaazy.



you've moved on.
and so should i.


this determination
is stabbing me thru my heart.



and that just went smack on my face.
the essence of reading.



we're against
AJC
CJC
TJC
ACSI

wonderful, now we train (:




camp is coming, coming..







i need time.
at the rate im going,
a lot of time.
but then, it probably wont help.



spent the whole entire of yesterday planning camp stuff.
morning til evening.
came home at 7+pm

stayed over at gen's house! (:



im horribly burnt.
hah



ugh,
that song









watched Letters Of Iwo Jima today at cathay.
woohoo. love da show (:
but majority of the others think otherwise.
oh well, Ken Wanatabe is an aspiring actor.
as well as the Gary-look-a-like, which became a joke. hah.

lunched at pastamania with the class.
after which,
yjc screwed up the bus arrangements and stuff
which caused all of us taking the train from city hall to yishun.
we were super late for training.
%$#!*@#!*
okay.
but training still turned out alright (:
cant wait to get my netball shoeeee.

aft trg, went home straight.
bruises were aching badly today, esp the hip bone:(
ahhhhh.
gave up the play bcos of trg,
but i knew i had to.
oh well. shall wait for dawn and gen to call to go out.
shall go watch some chinese dramas with my sister now
its 8.30pm.

nights all



its killing me



ahh,
heading camp is tough.
im so worried smth will just screw up the last min.
and everything is all over the place,
to top it off,
im not an organised person
thats not gonna help
dieeee.

trg tmr(:
but zz,i have to skip the play at night.
sorry loves.

today didnt feel like a school day,
cip cip cip.
had a bit of trouble with the trash bags.


tiring day.
goodnight.



i'll stop dreaming
i promise





netball shoe(:



thats it.
im ending my foolishness from this very moment.
and i will be happy.




i have a craving for subway



i FINALLY watched a movie.
dawn gen nat and i caught Hannibal Rising @ cine.
i would say...it was gory but a typical plot.
group of guys kills boy's family.
boy grows up, takes revenge and kills them back,
with a man eat man concept.
conclusion,
heartless.
point is, i watched a movie with 3 wonderful girls.

rushed down for netball trg at kallang aft tt.
had a terrible fall with a super loud thud.
right hip bone is probably half a size bigger than it was cause it took the impact,
blue-blacks on my right and left knee.
blood on the left elbow and grazed the right.
oh well, im still gonna play netball. (:

studied with jude in da morn,

today's a fine day.
just fine.
but my emotions went for a ride.



off to shower and dinner now,
see ya






HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUQI!
--

church-ed(:

headed to marina square with my sister aft tt
sarah joined us later.
oh, i love them!

sarah, im supporting you all the way okay.
dont give up please.
dont hate playing the piano,
cos you're wonderful at it.

was at my grandma's early.
as its the last day of cny,
left early as well.
came home to slackkkk.
til now, still slacking.
havent done hw. shall start at 11pm. haha.
time to watch a little teevee.
toodles.



just finished my book.






ive always needed you.
it was in times like the collection of the chinese A's results
that it became more evident
just gooooooooo away.
ahh,i feel like crap.
i needa run.









had church stuff from 10am-8pm
super tired.
went for dinner with them
wanted to watch the man u vs liverpool match,
but wth.
i have no cable!
ugh
was gonna go to the coffee shop to watch,
but dawn can't,
and sarah tan went homeeeeeeeeeeeee!
(and gen's prob enjoying herself @ Fall Out Boy's concert) hah.
gotta find a soccer mate soooooon :(


i want cable!




so i fell asleep at 8pm.
woke up at 11pm.
so im going to read the book now instead.
its 1am(:
hello saturday



today felt weird.
training was cancelled.
zzz.
so i reached home early.


its just one of the days,
where you just wanna curl up cosily on the bed
reading a good book
with a whole lot of junk food.


yea,
im gonna do that.



im dying to know,
im dying to find out,
but i dread the answer.

emmeline khoo(:

10 november
-i want scv cable to watch my soccer matches! (:


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