long day today. but fun haha
karen dear bought a pencil for me!!!!!
damn nice
white with silver STARS
gonna FRAME IT UP man
(:
but one dear angry wanna divorce me sad man musical tmrHAPPY BIRTHDAY PHYLLIS!!
poned today again. been poning ALOT sch called wont be coming online sooo often now. like no time ah. keep going out sians haven seen a few ppl for a few days now. getting lots of mosquito bites i feel nothing, only that silent deadness which in any moment may just be unleashed run you fools =p
missed my dear karen today poned school was lazy to wake up raining heavily too tmr got ss test horrible ta
some ppl just put a mask over their faces all fake and so virtuously innocent
syahrul's funny lar. he's mad. lame guy hahhaha didnt study lors. only like 2 pages lots of ppl at my house. relatives church frens neighbours still tired no mood for anything man esp tests
met tong at 2+ den junhan at 3. went to pres high fun fair. b4 dat met lkk n daniel went together den was dere till 6+ gerald shan xiaoting was also dere went to town to meet my sis. ate dinner with daniel lkk dn headed to pool gene kevin howard was dere, met thdear aft tt. accompanied him to eat dinner at ljs had loads of fun =) came home at 10+ tired
magnificently designed-roads
digest this.
quote:
Have you ever looked up at the sky? In the morning you see clouds and that drift by, in the night you see stars, either way you stare in awe of its brilliance. And if you stare long enough and let your thoughts run you seem to have escaped into an idyllic realm.
Doesn it seem so perfect? I could gaze up at the sky all day and not get tired of it.
And then you snap back to reality and everything just seems like a mess!
Your room is a mess, your thoughts are a mess, you future is a mess, you are a mess and everything is basically messed up.
You feel as if your lost, you have no idea what are you doing here nor why were you put here, you get depressed, you get jaded, you think that everything you are doing now is irrelevant, you feel as if there is nothing to live for, you feel like dying! The only think stopping you from doing this is because you are afraid of the pain. But as always no matter how bad things are, at the end of the day, you are happy to be here.
Sometimes life can be so crazy. We think we have it all figured out, but really we do not. And then we think back to the past and we wonder if what we did was really right. Are we missing anything that should still be with us?We also look to the future and wonder what lies ahead of us. Are we passing up any opportunities that may be marvelous?Life can be so chaotic, but along the way I think we encounter who we should, and experience what we should. However sometimes the hardest part is saying goodbye, and sometimes we just have to say goodbye. The new and wonderful can not come in if the old is still standing in the doorway!
unquote.
*think about it
school was totally slack. didnt do much aft school went to eat with karendear thdear alfred levth fun mans! crapped Alot haha den me n th sent karendear home. den waited fer her walked to da mrt den i went home... about 4+ went to meet alfred n charles at pool. played a game den sent alfred off his bus 157. haha returned to pool den th came. played 2 games den went for tuition. pretty fruitful today went back to play pool left at 9+ with syahrul reached home at 10+ there's no time too constrained the amount of times we are being assessed is too much i just wish i had time on my side
pon-ed sch again. feel as if im e slackiest one ard missed e fun today thanks karendear for helping me borrow but i couldnt wear it had poa tuition den went for lim tuition tiring dead beat im backward in my homework my life's messed up
carved.
it was just like a knife which pierced through my already shattered heart. it ripped the tiniest pieces into practically elements which cannot be broken down into simpler substances by chemical reactions that, is wad u get when u study chemistry and have a bad day thanks syahrul karendear kong alot of stuff happened i guess haven blogged for awhile already shall go play yahoo pool with alfred. ta the whispers crawling in
just watched this korean show on channel U. its nice. its not bad to dream like that all those lovey dovey dramas wad a way to fall in love with each other but its all just another fairytale it wont happen in reality sometimes life is all but walking on a tightrope suspended 70 storeys above the bustling streets complete nightmare being scruntinized by worldly standards and having to be accepted by society one wrong step may lead to misfortune or even destruction i wish* nvm. shall just think about my channel U show. its nice
SLINGG!!! I KNOW YOU LOVE ME
read sling's blog ppl. haha
pon-ed sch yet AGAIN. i think im becoming naughtier. keep skipping sch. didnt go for english-first two periods. met a whole bunch of guys. was expecting only a few. but turned out more than 10.today's pon-ing was pretty CHIM in a sense. hahaa. damn lame lar. it can probably turn to politics. more like a skill and tactic. had a bad day today. broke my anklet, alfred tried to fix it for me, although his knots were, loose. tks (: had sentimental value..didnt see something pleasant this morning...more of disappointment instead.den had chinese listening... that was totally, entirely screwed up. dont wish to talk about it. hais.b4 listening went to thomson with karen dear, syahrul mark fardhan dear square. daya n hamtaro came n left.hahahha.damn cute ehs. lols.ate roti prata! nice!!! rite dear? lols..den went back for listening...aft tt went to macs with daniel n tianhee dear. hahaa. they're both lame. saw ly n kahkiat. LOL. daniel extra go disturb...went home. bathed n changed. met th den went for tuition. till bout 9+. den pooled. wanling cheetong charles alex(tuition mate) alvin kaizi weishen syahrul all went. alot lar...still got somemore... played a bit den came home at 1040. tired now man.gonna meet my dear tmr =)
i love brown
aft we left daniel's house. went back to j8 macs. studied there. den aft the rest finished school. met mark to go for tuition. cheetong came too..cos he meeting his track team. first time not so late for tuition.hahaha. always my fault lar. everytime late. like bad habit cannot change. must try to be early already. lols. i TRY la can. mark is one lame guy man. jus staring at his face can make me crack up like mad. was raining. den his leg was LAME. i mean really lame. bcos of soccer.hhahaha.he came to my house take battery den we zhao-ed. i went to meet sling n ting to study. ended up not doing anything but crapping all da way. damn fun...hahas. charles came slightly later. den cheetong too, aft his track. sling left earlierr to meet her parents :)"how far/high can yours shoot?"main, or rather, pretty major topic of the day. sling. ask kaiwen lar.hahhaaha delight yet that certain doubt and fear
DIG YOUR EARS PEOPLE!
haha. pon-ed school at daniel's house now. david andrew n kevin here too. they watching porn lors. but daniel nvr. he watch b4. hahaha den they on the sound so loud. wth. sicko-s haha i from the room using comp can hear it coming from the hall. k i go do poa homework tatas
went to macs in da morning. pon-ed sch. went in during cme. had poa test. den recess..aft tt was practically all free periods. wasnt really in a good mood today. dunooo why. todays main conversation was on smoking. lame.ate pasta with khairi-dearcube karendear liangyan thdear dayah levin. daniel joined us later. den went home at 3+. slept til 4 den went to macs. met sling ting at deli about 6+ to study. did a bit of maths.. charles came later. left the place at 9+ reached home at 10.feels so under-achieved.where's dat fervent spirit of oursflying ghastly in the darkened skyits lost
ate lunch with odel levin kongba aft sch. miss tan is mad mans. suan ppl. heck lar.waste my time den went home. met syahrul at 3+. tuition at 6+ den went home at 9+ tired dead tired tmr got poa test and im piling up all my hw. die lars i need the weekends
waited for my dear karen aft sch den went with a bunch of ppl to eat lunch at kfc. aft tt went home den slacked til 7+. met tong den went to study wif sling ting n charles at deli. left at 10+. studied myself at macs til 11. den went home. thanks sling for ur zen micro =) it accompanied me through the lonely bus ride. heh i need to study i really lack of sleep mans
got a new dear haha :)
went to church as usual. met tziwei n kong to study. actually i nvr bring anything there lar. i jus erm...did a few questions of maths. rained today :) damn nice went to grandma's house. had a piece of durian again. im sian of it already lar. sorry charles syahrul sarah
sat: went for tuition today. met syahrul at 11+ den went tpy. in the end tuition started late. so pooled a bit first den went back. met tong n junhan there also. alot of ppl were going there to pool. aft tuition i went back to e pool area. met alot of ppl. too many to list. den bout 530 left for church. at 8+ left, met tong den went to meet sharon and alot of others to celebrate her birthday. slacked around til 11+ den reached home. haha. i like the flower, though, i pity its former owner. sorry DEAR, couldnt go out wif ya today
haha. havent been online for like 3 days already. its 1:17am now. wed: talked to karen n david on e phone. changed david's name to HAM. he's a funny guy mans. hahahah. but not everyone can take his jokes lar. must be more.....open...... :) thurs: chi o level oral. sucked like mad. worse day ever. played pool to de stress. went home late. i think. today: slacked.. pon-ed sch in da morning. went in during recess. alot of ppl... aft sch watched Fantastic 4 with khairi karen tziwei sharon kong daniel dayah levin... talked til bout 5+ den syahrul reminded me about tuition at 6 when it starts at 6. chionged down. reached at 7. aft tt played pool with charles sayhoon wanling. left at 1240. no motivation to study lar. maybe next week..? NETBALL CARNIVAL! so happy.. :) but sure stamina like shit
went to school thinking it was monday. so brought my tie and didnt bring pe shirt!! but luckily chee tong lend me. =) played a bit of bball. aft school waited for karen til 2pm den went for lunch together. met my mum to take some cash frm her. den coincidentally met mark kong n sharon. so all went to mos burger to eat. was suppose to eat with th lars. but then they finished already. sorry th. nxt time okies?? :) darren anwar came to join us. mark left earlier. darren's slang was like. so..... slang-ed. hahaha. shd ask him pull his pants higher lars. aft tt he left too. left me and my dear, kong n sharon. we slacked at mos awhile den went to shop a bit. haha. left about 5+ i met kahkiat n tziwei while i was boarding the bus. then they ask me come down the bus. luckily i was using concession. so i went down. a bit pai seh lars. but heck. tziwei was going for piano. so we waited for her bus together. her's came first.den kahkiat accompanied me to wait. den zhao-ed. meeting mark in another 10mins time. for poa tuition. hais. sian. k lar. gtg get out of da house now. if not he's gonna blah blah at me again. haha. tars
im dreadfully worried
bout chi oral
artificial intelligence :)sad story.shuckspoa tuition cancelled today. mark woke me up at 7am..den had to call my tuition tcher to cancel it cos of heavy rain too. den met syahrul at 1230. hahaha. was like erm..Late. as usual. heh. luckily he was nice about it. taught him poa. den he taught me maths. good mans...at least got learn smth. hahaha. he's damn pro larhalf way met liang yan coincidentally at da library :) den awhile later alfred came. den lunched at kfc n pooled. charles th all came too. plus a few other tuition mates. met my sis at pool area. alfred was trying to teach ly pool.lols.fun! den at about 5+ den left to go marina for steamboat cos it was lim's bday. hahahha. had fun too...mark's damn funny la. met zhixuan also..aft so long. haha :)reached home at 10. tired. school tmr.thursday is chi o level ORAL. im dead
scared.i think i'll cry
help.
please?
sun:went for bowling today with church frens. was bored after like a game or two. den ate there with my sisters. went home at 5. slept. den didnt wake up til 7+. den nvr go to my grandma's house. i went at out 9+ instead. haha. to tpy. ate at blk erm. 65? 75? the rojak not bad... :) den met charles sayhoon ct at pool. but didnt play cos had to leave early to go home b4 12am. but in the end also went home at like 1230am. haha. was damn tired. but then no choice must do poa homework. haha. now 2.51am... talking on da phone. muahaha. k la. tired. maybe go slp now. tatas.
friday: was let off a few mins earlier.. cos of da performnace for youth day.. went home straight aft that.. cos was gonna study with tzi wei daniel n kongba. met them about 3 at macs. den my Dear karen came at about 4+ :) didnt do anything lars. the only hardworking ones were tziwei n daniel. haha. i only did ex6D question 14. left about 6+ for tuition...kongba accompanied me dere. met th at pool..cos he was going tuition too. ended up playing a round of it. the usuals were dere. haha went ttuition late.. den aft that went to collect my bottle frm charles they all cos i forgot to take it. in the end they ate at kfc. den the rest left, only me th n charles left...we went to play pool. but only for awhile lar. cos i had to go home. didnt wan to go home early that day ma.. haha. reached home about 1240. sat: morning..met charles. pooled. saw th's gay partner there. haha. so played together. aft that we went for lunch together den headed for tuition. charles went off to somewhere. aft that lim changed tuition time den ask us go play pool den come back. the guys were all happy lars. i was sian already. so called charles back to go pool. they played til 430 den went for tuition again. wanling sharon sayhoon tong gonaidi diana etc were also there...played a round with tong. he's lame lars..taught me some dancing thing. aft that went sizzler with my family. i think got at least 3kg ars. den my sister wanted to play pool. asked my dad to play. but he dowan. so me n my sister went. charles met us downstairs den said we were 9th in queue. so went to walk around. went to macs to 'study' a bit. coincidentally met my family.haha. we only got a table at about 10+ 11. a few ppl were still dere..wanling...kaizhi they all. they left earlier... aft pool.. we walked home..stopped at 7 eleven first den zhao-ed. reached home at 1+. fun :)
