HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANYING!


training today was good.
it makes me happy(:





in the end,
it all boils down to you.
and if you want to make it work.



you didnt seem to care.

--

had three tests today.
brain dead.



get well soon
:(



my life is complicated
and im high..

--


ah i just love my sister.
lunched with her today (:

--





The nights are getting colder.
The red light's on, it's over.


---



netball training really makes me happy.

without my wonderful friends and netball mates.
i really would have fell apart.
all's well now
P26 is so much better.
i shall just accept whatever combination
and bloody hell mug hard.

sarah bec jia cone phy dawn fel netballmates
you guys are the best



if only i could trust you.
i already tried my best
if only
i dont want to feel what im feeling



i hate myself.

--


im going mad now.
my piano sucks.
so does my life



its over
ive got nothing to say.

i feel terrible
is this a mistake?



its just a little..


please
dont make me jealous



get well soon babe



life is going well.
despite the 'setback'
haha.
tmr will be the start of a new week.

i miss bec, jia and the whole 127 bunch.
as always.

he's been studying almost everyday,
probably the life of a j2.
its so tough
sigh
-i'll be there for you.
not that i can do anything to help.
but still.

--

ate sakae sushi today with my mum and sisters.
im still bloated after 4h has past

actually im brain dead at the moment.
dont really feel like blogging
shall just post pics up later.
see ya.



sleep your problems away.
---
sometimes i wish i could sleep forever
without the ability to feel or think

or,
maybe not.



super bad flu and sore throat
probably retribution for skipping school today.
but mom asked me out to shop,
so maybe its a good thing
but i'll be walking around like some infectious viral disease

dad went overseas,
so gotta accompany my mom more
he'll be there for a week:(

celebrated andria's bday ytd with the netballers.
me n yuling ran out to the bakery to purchase a cake.
wanted to surprise her
we were quarrelling over choc and fruit cake.
turns out, the bakery had chocolate cake with fruits on top.
lovely time(:
i just loveeeee my netballers


i love you too



ah, i just wanna sleep.
goodnight




was rather tempted to skip school today.
but dragged myself ,
actually so that i can see my babe.
if not i think i would have skipped. haha

netball training at kallang was a total killer.
but i was on cloud nine.
the match was superbly challenging.
5 quarts.
never felt so good after a match in a long while
but im totally drained now.

with lit, gp, econs homework left undone and piled.
due tmr :(


oh well. shall do that after dinner.
im off to munch(:



i got my hug.
(:

lalalala.
im happy today.
spent almost the whole day with my babe
actually trying to finish the load of work the school has dumped onto us.
i am soooooooooo tempted to just absent myself tmr.
sleep in, enjoy the lovely freezing weather under the comforts of my blanket
sigh.
i hope it rains everyday
BUT it has to be bright and sunny during my netball training.
whahaaha. rather absurd request.

ok,im tired
off to bed
goodnight world.


i trust.
you.



i want a hug :(



with awful results like these
retaining probably wont be an issue.
i'll keep my hopes up
but it'll hit rock bottom soon enough

did a little hw at home..
went for youth meeting at church
then met my babe to study.
but macs was showing Liverpool vs Watford
and den they showed Chelsea and i forgot.
majority of the time our eyes were glued to the distraction above our heads.
but i just love him(: haha


anw,becca oh called me
and told me a super random thing.
HAH.
ah. i love her too(:

collide-




BAN



went town with my beloved ban on thurs after school
had a hell of a time with her,
we found a bomb on the train.
HAH
okay, that was rather exaggerated.
miss her so much during class:(
when i saw bec during break she came to hug me
i almost cried
wth ah, I WANT BACK 127


ytd, friday:
was with jw the whole day
we took this cab with a dumb old grumpy driver
super irritating.
day didnt end well:(

today, jw has soccer match against JJC.
hope they win, or at least draw
im crossing my fingers X
wanted to watch
woke at 545am
but after ytd..


ah well, i feel drained.
today shall be a good day
i hope.

sometimes, just sitting alone together
without words,
staring at the sky, listening to the waves
watching the rain fall
is really enough.



what a screwed up morning.
im going to school late.
wth.
late again.
its rather difficult for me to be punctual.
im trying to.
argh
I NEED SLEEP BADLY.
very badly



the feeling of being compared to sucks.
suddenly i seem so minuscule
im different.
im not her.
i can never be her
im just who i am.
but what am i to do?
i love you too much
and too much for my own good.
i dont really really care
as long as ur honest to me.
thats all that matters.
like i said,
i shall trust u completely
and i will stick to that.
hah.

---

on a lighter note,
wonderful day today(:
played netball games.
things are starting to look up finally
im happy for that.
after which i went to dinner with jmwyl(:
he just makes me happy.
shall go take a long bath now

sorry for psing u cuimin, tingg.
will attend monday's kallang training.

loves.
i shall be a good girl and do my literature hw today
and read my chem, cos someone told me to be ahead,
lols.
nights all*



okay.
i havent touched my hw for the past four hours.
watched my cantonese dvd.
i feel better after watching it.
haha.

cca day tmr,
hope the rain holds up.

truthfulness, sometimes come with a price:(
--
loving someone for their flaws
is definitely difficult,
no one is born perfect.
but no matter what it is,
i'll still love him.
this, would make it even harder to let go
something that i would never want to consider.
at least, not on my side.

connie, connie, only you and i have each other now.
i want back 127.




not feeling well.
shall do homework at home.




haha



HAPPY 18TH BDAY BECCA OH!
<3





--
he's two yrs younger.
a nerd.
i would never fall for him.
was afraid u'd go mad
so decided against telling.
apparently,
wrong decision
--

had netball meeting today,
rather fruitful,
surprisingly all turned up.
plus a couple of good news.

had netball training after at 7pm, kallang with cuimin n shiawting
it was so wondeful
havent felt like that in ages.
got a blueblack on my toe. so did tingg,lols
gotta cut em off. hah.
totally tired out.

i shall not do my homework.



HAPPY 18TH BDAY LYNN!!



i would never stray.
never.




will you?



stayed over at dora's
headed to her place at midnight.
oh how i love her



liberation finally!

but its back to more and more homework.
maths and lit paper was okay.
hopefully i'll be able to pass,
but it wont be a good grade.

ive concluded coffee has no effect.

im so tired.
gonna nap
goodnight.




my papa. haha



my heart's not in sync with my mind.




maths and lit paper tmr.
shoo baby.




something for me to ooogle at. hah



first day of school


econs.
gimme all three essays and i can finish it in half an hour for you.
just that all three essays are on the same page.
5 lines each.

chem.
!@#$%^%&*(!@

-wth

maths and lit to go on friday.


but on the other hand.
i met my lovely classmates today(:
bec and jude cheered me up tons.
laughing just makes it all feel better
and warm inside




its gonna be different w/o them




misses







"You will never love someone,
or never had love someone
until you started loving that person for their flaws".


how true.



blog-hopping is good.
haha.



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emmeline khoo(:

10 november
-i want scv cable to watch my soccer matches! (:


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